i'm so sad and feel lonely

I'm so sad, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so warn out and tired. If it weren't for meds I dont know where I'd be.
My husband came and got the rest of his stuff yesterday, and we divided the remainder of his things. Why has he found it so easy to move on? He has a new girlfriend who he told me at the beginning was nothing, that him and i would work it out, she was just someone to pass the time.
Now it's getting serious and it's killing me. I just don't know how to move on. It turns out he'd been seeing her after we broke up but were trying to get our marriage back on track. Others think thats why he wasnt wholeheartedly trying to work things out with me.
I've done wrong but I am accountable for my actions, he makes it seem to everyone, our friends, our families, everyone we know that this is all my fault, that he hasnt done any wrong, but it takes two. Any ideas on how to make the hurt not go away but be less present in my life so i can atleast function properly? without feeling or having to cry every 5 mins? I can't go on feeling like this. I can't take it any more. :'(

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i'm really hate u !

 i really hate u  ,,,
why u alway make me -:
   1) sad
   2) angry
   3) jealous
  can u explain to me ??
i want to know that  ,,
please tell me if u love me !
  


     i really hate u ,, BOY2
  
did u hear me ?

Send "I Want To Spend My Lifetime To Loving You

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

i'm so sad and feel lonely

I'm so sad, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so warn out and tired. If it weren't for meds I dont know where I'd be.
My husband came and got the rest of his stuff yesterday, and we divided the remainder of his things. Why has he found it so easy to move on? He has a new girlfriend who he told me at the beginning was nothing, that him and i would work it out, she was just someone to pass the time.
Now it's getting serious and it's killing me. I just don't know how to move on. It turns out he'd been seeing her after we broke up but were trying to get our marriage back on track.  Others think thats why he wasnt wholeheartedly trying to work things out with me.
I've done wrong but I am accountable for my actions, he makes it seem to everyone, our friends, our families, everyone we know that this is all my fault, that he hasnt done any wrong, but it takes two. Any ideas on how to make the hurt not go away but be less present in my life so i can atleast function properly? without feeling or having to cry every 5 mins? I can't go on feeling like this. I can't take it any more.  :'(

I ♥ ME

need someone 4 my life !

lies !

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

It has to be you, no, no, it can only be you.
Why do you push me away, why do you try to put my hand down.
How did this happen, how did it become like this.
I shouldn't do this, I know, but I just can't let you go.

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

Even though I wish for this to be a dream, it's no use.
(*Literally it means 'Even though I wish for this to be a lie)
What should I do, what should I do when you leave.

Was it like this to begin with, cold-blooded love
(*Literally "love that leaves coldly")
You are so bad, you are such a bad person,
Making me cry like this.

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

Lying to me to leave, lying to me to not look back,
Lying to me to never look for you again, all of them are lies
Lying to me to forget you, lying to me we are all over.
No matter how many times I think it through, I cannot live without you, please come back.

I I I I feel like dying, I can't do anything without you.
I I I I just keep crying, the word "goodbye" doesn't come into my head
(*Literally "I cannot admit myself to say good bye")
Again, my heart aches, I think I'm gonna go crazy.
Please come back, come back to me. 



 please ,,, comeback to me !

lets run away together from the hours of the tick tock. and we can run forever with out lips tightly locked. and when tomorrow never comes we'll slow to a creep walk. loving all day ner have to talk. how happy we will be will come as no shock. i surround u and u surround me, land locked. and we'll keep dancing until our lives or the show stop. ur kiss makes my heart beat fast lik hip hop. ur touch makes me feel lik im fallin, cliff drop. and ur smile is so sugary sweet, gum drop. i promise to love u forever, even wen my heart stops.

I ♥ YOU

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.
I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.
I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.
I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

when did u fall in love ?

When did you fall in love with me?
Was it out of the blue
‘Cause I swear I never knew it
When did you let your heart run free?
Have you been waiting long?
When did you fall in love with me?
When did you fall in love?

Make your way over here, sit down by this fool, and let’s rewind
C’mon, let’s go back and replay all our scenes
You can point out the hints, the clues, the twists and the smiles this time
All the ones that slipped by me
I bet my face is red, and you can hear my heart poundin’
Well I guess it don’t matter now that I realize
‘Cause baby I missed it then, but I can surely see you now
Right here before my eyes
You’re my beautiful surprise

When did you fall in love with me?
Was it out of the blue
‘Cause I swear I never knew it
When did you let your heart run free?
Have you been waiting long?
When did you fall in love with me?
When did you fall in love?

Was it at the coffee shop
Or that morning at the bus stop
When you almost slipped, and I caught your hand
Or the time we built the snowman
The day at the beach, sandy and warm
Or the night with the scary thunderstorm
I never saw the signs
Now we’ve got to make up for lost time
And I can tell now by the way that you’re looking at me
I’d better finish this song so my lips will be free

Have you been waiting long, when did you fall in love
I kept you waiting so long, when did you fall
Have you been waiting long
When did you fall in love with me
When did you fall in love?

 1)You are like the sunshine so warm, you are like sugar, so sweet... you are like you... and that's the reason why I love you!

 2)One day youll ask me: whats more important to you, me or your life? ill say my life and youll go and leave without even knowing that you are my life.

 3)If love were to be taxed, I would be the highest tax payer, you can't buy Love... but you can pay   heavily. 

 4)I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

                

when i miss ?

When I miss you, I close my eyes and I can see that person better
I try to forget and erase, but I get reminded of that person more
I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait


The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this


I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/love_sick_english.html ]
The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain...


Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful, and I am hurt alone




Did you have to leave that far away from me?
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
I shouldve loved you with all my life, but you forgot me now like a heartless person
I should have loved you with my all, but now you live forgetting me




With all my life, the person that I love
That person only gave me tears and left
The tough love which I was hurt alone


The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

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