I'm so sad, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so warn out and tired. If it weren't for meds I dont know where I'd be.
My husband came and got the rest of his stuff yesterday, and we divided the remainder of his things. Why has he found it so easy to move on? He has a new girlfriend who he told me at the beginning was nothing, that him and i would work it out, she was just someone to pass the time.
Now it's getting serious and it's killing me. I just don't know how to move on. It turns out he'd been seeing her after we broke up but were trying to get our marriage back on track. Others think thats why he wasnt wholeheartedly trying to work things out with me.
I've done wrong but I am accountable for my actions, he makes it seem to everyone, our friends, our families, everyone we know that this is all my fault, that he hasnt done any wrong, but it takes two. Any ideas on how to make the hurt not go away but be less present in my life so i can atleast function properly? without feeling or having to cry every 5 mins? I can't go on feeling like this. I can't take it any more. :'(
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