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Friday, 15 April 2011

i'm so sad and feel lonely

I'm so sad, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so warn out and tired. If it weren't for meds I dont know where I'd be.
My husband came and got the rest of his stuff yesterday, and we divided the remainder of his things. Why has he found it so easy to move on? He has a new girlfriend who he told me at the beginning was nothing, that him and i would work it out, she was just someone to pass the time.
Now it's getting serious and it's killing me. I just don't know how to move on. It turns out he'd been seeing her after we broke up but were trying to get our marriage back on track. Others think thats why he wasnt wholeheartedly trying to work things out with me.
I've done wrong but I am accountable for my actions, he makes it seem to everyone, our friends, our families, everyone we know that this is all my fault, that he hasnt done any wrong, but it takes two. Any ideas on how to make the hurt not go away but be less present in my life so i can atleast function properly? without feeling or having to cry every 5 mins? I can't go on feeling like this. I can't take it any more. :'(

Thursday, 14 April 2011

Orange Caramel - BangKok City

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

HQ | 110311 | Sori feat. Crispi Crunch- Dancing Heart | KBS MUSIC BANK |...

Friday, 11 March 2011

Powerful quake hits Japan

Thursday, 10 March 2011

i'm really hate u !

 i really hate u  ,,,
why u alway make me -:
   1) sad
   2) angry
   3) jealous
  can u explain to me ??
i want to know that  ,,
please tell me if u love me !
  


     i really hate u ,, BOY2
  
did u hear me ?

Send "I Want To Spend My Lifetime To Loving You

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

Wednesday, 9 March 2011

i'm so sad and feel lonely

I'm so sad, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel so warn out and tired. If it weren't for meds I dont know where I'd be.
My husband came and got the rest of his stuff yesterday, and we divided the remainder of his things. Why has he found it so easy to move on? He has a new girlfriend who he told me at the beginning was nothing, that him and i would work it out, she was just someone to pass the time.
Now it's getting serious and it's killing me. I just don't know how to move on. It turns out he'd been seeing her after we broke up but were trying to get our marriage back on track.  Others think thats why he wasnt wholeheartedly trying to work things out with me.
I've done wrong but I am accountable for my actions, he makes it seem to everyone, our friends, our families, everyone we know that this is all my fault, that he hasnt done any wrong, but it takes two. Any ideas on how to make the hurt not go away but be less present in my life so i can atleast function properly? without feeling or having to cry every 5 mins? I can't go on feeling like this. I can't take it any more.  :'(